Wednesday, October 12, 2005
haven't blogged in a long time. anyway, today sucks la.
interhouse games was.. okay. but i shouldn't have gone to school overall. zz. such a waste of time.
anyways, congrats to all those tpjcians who had gotten back their promos results. hope u guys did well.
even the after promos mood sucks cos maple's so effing crowded. ya. always kena ksed cos i'm a bandit. (melee close range attacker.) unless 1) i skip school or 2) i play through the night. though either ways i would get into trouble. sian. besides, the lappy has gone for repairs. so whenever i wanna play i would have to beg my brother, somethin as absurd as sellin my soul or somethin. i really think that he has somethin against me. i mean i had nothin against him from the start. but den i dunno why he's so
weird. hmm. i mean like.. he really has somethin against me. whenever i wanna play maple he will show me that stupid idiotic expression and not let me use the com. den he plays some other game while i stand there like a fool. hey! I WANNA USE THE DAMN COM. so let me. it's after promos man!!! don't i deserve some form of relaxation??? ya there are times where he does let me use la. but i feel so stressed. he claims that if u wanna use den u use la. *shouting* like.. ERR. okay. should i play or not ? i dun deserve all this SHYT from him! damnit! he has something against me! if my younger brother wants to use the com, he definately will let him use it. ya. cos he says that i whine too much and complain about stuff. i mean i won't if he had done the same for me and just let me use right ? use ur brain can. wah lao. zz.
take tonight for example. this afternoon i told my brother that i was goin for dinner and that if i could use it for 2 hours there about from 4 to 6. so he agreed. with enough persuasion and begging. cos he was like why ? as though he's doing me a great favor. fine la. i know he doesn't like to be shifted away from the computer and so i was like.. dunno if i should use or not. but anw, i was gonna lv so i could just lv in another hour. so i insisted on using saying that i won't be back for dinner and that he could use la. so he agreed anyhow.
and so i came back at 10pm, mummy was using. so he couldn't. could tell that he was waitin for the com. i slept for a while woke up and bathed until 11. mummy went off the com and he started using the com to play solitare. hmm i wanted to go online but u-know-who was occupying the seat. i couldn't be bothered to argue with him over the usage of the com so i went to find mummy. ya. btw, he did show some effed up attitude. that pisses me off all the time. so hm he didn't let me use the com. and den i told mummy. he told my dad that i was using the whole afternoon. notice exaggeration here. and that i wasn't kind enough to him. at least not kind enough to him as my younger brother would be. why do I have to kind to such a person with such a jerk character.. i know i'll regret writing this in the end cos all the more he's my brother and it's not like i totally abhore him. he's nice. selectively nice at certain times. it's just that i feel that i'm treated unfairly. i wanna avoid all the ksing in the day due to
severe overcrowding so i wanted to lv a bit now. ok, i'm startin to regret posting this entry a lil.
damndamndamn. and so now i cannot use the com for maple cos if i do so, i'll see more of his black face and have less peace in future, with him breathing down my neck. and second thing is. i think i'm just going home after taking attendence. by doing so i would be able to avoid all the ksing from students who come back from school. yup. wish that maple wasn't crowded and that everyone would just STUDY MORE LA! stop playing!! haha. argh!!! all these started cos of maple!! u evil game!! stay away from meeee!!
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 11:16 PM
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